the wave lifted up a little bit again. and i was there. it was the sand. i was, like, on the beach. it truly was the finest morning of my whole life. ecstatic at being out here in the morning with the sun coming up and the sky over me. but i know that now there is going to be a bed check. and somewhere they are going to start counting, and they will realize, where's william? i'm still in the middle of turkey. the clock is ticking. they are looking for me. and if they find me now, i'm dead. we all enter this world with a shout,