calling has been to try to help others. >> i love shiela. she's very inspirational and i get so much out of her groups. and i know that coming from the same streets as her, if she can do it, i can do it. >> you have to make up your mind where you gonna go and what you gonna do. >> rebecca goodman who's been fighting her own battle with drugs in the past decade is more skeptical. >> i've been through all this. half my life span, on and of off being clean. my opinion i don't want to hear a speaker. >> for me my drug addiction keeps getting worse. every time i go back out it's worse. >> oh really? >> yes. >> god, i didn't know that that. >> yes. >> do you know what they call that? progression. that's what it does. >> but people here -- i'm not trying to say anything. >> just talk about you boo. don't worry about nobody else. just you. >> i know. i am sick and tired of doing what i'm doing. i've been doing this for 10 years.