>> i'm ready to get out. i'm 18 and i've got goals set for myself. goals i was trying to achieve while i was out there. this is just putting a big pause on it. i hope the judge sees that. this has got to be my last time. i'm tired of it. i've been tired for a long time. i let myself slip back into the same thing. [whirring of drones] just stay calm and move as quietly as possible. ♪ no sudden movements. ♪ google search: bodega beach house. ♪ ♪