>> i have to get him out. i just don't have any other choices right now. i feel like the weight of the world's on my shoulders. that's how he made me feel. like i have to get him out. >> somebody's giving me what skye's given me. we fight real bad. we do. we fight bad. especially when there's drugs involved. and regardless of that i've tried to replace her, i've tried to move on and get away from what we both have. and there is always just this huge, big empty hole inside of me that yearns for skye, and there's not going to be anybody that can fill that. nobody can take that spot. i'm going to marry that girl, that is all i can do. i love that girl. >> coming up. >> adam verlander gets a judgment of a different sort. said i wasn't following the rules. i was breaking bylaws, i don't