>> that night occurred. it was an argument due to he brought a gun into my house. and i made him leave. >> how do you feel about that? >> i don't like guns. i don't think anybody should be having one. he's got another son that was killed. so he's lost his oldest and his youngest. so you cannot imagine how he's feeling. >> i hate guns now. i would never touch a gun again. for the rest of my life. because to me that life is over. >> that night i didn't get to tell her i love her. so now i tell my other kids every day. and i love them.