announce -- i had letters. and i didn't have one letter, i had several letters that barbara had written. i began writing letters to her. and we wrote and wrote and wrote. i have never expressed myself more fully. the letters went on and on. she was expressing herself, too, about possibilities of life together. and she wrote about her daughter gabrielle. finally, she said, would you mind if i visited you again? and i thought, this is great. a few weeks later, she came to my cell door. we fell into each other's arms.