Credit: Darren Sylvester Content warning: This story contains serious discussions about mental health, including accounts of attempted suicide. The views expressed are exclusively those of the interview subject and are not to be confused with professional advice. You can find resources at the bottom of this story should you need to seek help. In August 2019, New Zealand musician Sarah Mary Chadwick decided to take her own life. She declines to go into the specifics with NME, bar one conversation from the ambulance ride: Paramedic: âWhat do you do for a job?â Chadwick: âIâm a chef. What do you do?â