So finding the words to write this column has been incredibly difficult. This is probably because of a lot of reasons and seemingly could absolutely be analyzed by a psychologist, but I think itâs because I donât like looking back â I donât like endings. It makes perfect sense as I donât like to finish shows on Netflix or have rarely finished playing through an entire campaign in video games. I prefer looking toward the future and beginnings. And frankly, Iâve been ready for a new beginning for the past year. I wouldnât describe college as the best four years of my life as many do.