a long time. ifocused on every day, just getting through the day for so long because i had so much trauma. since then i have found ways to advocate for others through my organisation and through my writing. i'm hoping to get out there, especially for other survivors that we can find some hope and healing in this. ., �* ., this. you've written about the emotional _ this. you've written about the emotional impact _ this. you've written about the emotional impact of - this. you've written about the emotional impact of going i this. you've written about the - emotional impact of going through something like this, witnessing something like this, witnessing something like this, you wrote, "i realise there is no getting over it and there's no going back to normal." how difficult is it to just understand survivors of a school shooting, that really can last much longer than just a couple of years within a school or high school, this last into adulthood. i within a school or high school, this last into adulthood.— last into adulthood. i think it will last into adulthood. i think it will last our whole _ last into adulthood. i think it will last our whole lives. _ last into adulthood. i think it will last our whole lives. i _ last into adulthood. i think it will last our whole lives. i know - last into adulthood. i think it will| last our whole lives. i know other survivors that were at columbine