you baldy parkland, virginia tech, all of these big shootings and not just schools but all the mass shootings we have in this country. —— you baldy. affect other survivors. each can't help being viscerally dropped back into the trauma state that we were in on that day in the following days from our shooting. it's heartbreaking to see another community again and again, more communities having to go through the same kind of trauma that we went through. i through the same kind of trauma that we went through.— we went through. i understand that ou we went through. i understand that you actually — we went through. i understand that you actually knew _ we went through. i understand that you actually knew the _ we went through. i understand that you actually knew the boys - we went through. i understand that you actually knew the boys who i you actually knew the boys who committed the shooting at columbine high school. if only recently decided to begin starting to talk about that. why is that? it’s decided to begin starting to talk about that. why is that? it's been complicated _ about that. why is that? it's been complicated to — about that. why is that? it's been complicated to decide _ about that. why is that? it's been complicated to decide that - about that. why is that? it's been complicated to decide that i - about that. why is that? it's been l complicated to decide that i wanted to share my relationship with them as friends. but i think it's important for us all to realise that