would allow us to stay after i october but they said no, because i think it will cost them a lot to keep the water and septic and everything going. crying even after the fire, i didn't feel homeless. houseless, yes, i don't have a house — but i neverfelt homeless, because we were always together. patrick and i and babies, because we had... ..we had each other. but after yesterday, and after the conversation about having to leave by i october, i'm like, ok... you know, it hit. we are homeless. what about my friends... what's des gonna do, what are they going to do?