of online gambles as well, it can be hidden a lot better because it is so accessible, it's on your phone, it's on your tablet, it's on your laptop, and you can't physically identify if somebody is actually doing that. darker colours for the gambling side... during the five weeks they do a mix of individual and group therapy, as well as creative workshops where they are encouraged to express their feelings. what does the black and grey represent to you? emptiness...addiction, darkness. rebecca was 19 when she first started gambling, almost a decade ago. while making this documentary, we found so many women are reluctant to appear on camera to talk about their experiences of addiction, partly because of the stigma and shame. but rebecca is passionate about speaking out, to help others. i had my first son and i got post—natal depression, and i rememberwinning — ijust went on a gambling site