species are disappearing. the beauty of the earth that fostered all this gorgeous stuff. this intricate gorgeousness of life is disappearing and it will disappear. at least we, as witnesses, will disappear. and i wept for that, too. and when i landed, i was so filled with that emotion of life and death of everything and the sorrow for the -- for the planet. i was overwhelmed and it took me 15, 20 minutes before i could recapture myself. and even today after telling it to 17 lovers, i have -- i -- i -- i feel the message. >> it is. it's really just an honor to talk to you. really, i have always been a fan but really am just an admirer now. and i really think you're -- you're awesome. and seriously, anything i -- you ever need, i will -- if you ever