devoted so that you can be ridding yourself of all all these human characteristics that are in this body that you happen to be living in. i'm afraid that here i need to get a little personal. sex is the strongest drug there's not a drug is not a morphine, er. anything that is produced by chemicals are plants of this world as strong as that drug. if something we have to go through the withdrawal of we have to overcome. just looking at a female would inflame the you know the hormones in my body and you would just constantly try to find techniques. that would eliminate that desire. we had a procedure. that if you had a nocturnal emission, they had