and unzipped my pants and i tried to raper. >> what happened? >> i could not get fully erected. nothing happened. the tension started to build more and more. and i started choking her. >> by the time i sat down with him, he did not admit having an issue with women. have women done things to make you angry, angry to the point of violence? >> no. >> never? >> no. >> he said he had no malice towards women is a contradiction to the things he told me. >> urdiales stole eight women's lives and shattered so many others. >> it is just like a wrecking ball, the damage he's done,