and leaning back and trying to put as much pressure with the belt. >> when did you realize the full extent of the injury? >> i think when we were sitting there in forum and adam and i kept looking at each other and we were bouncing between trying to do the tourniquet faster and it might be our last minutes together and i'm so sorry for everything that's ever happened and hard not to get emotional thinking about it but we were tied between safety and helping each other and helping his injuries, also. and saying what we needed to say to each other. >> in case you didn't make it. >> in case we didn't make it, why. >> tying the tourniquets on the scene, that probably saved you. >> probably did. i'm thankful for adam for helping. >> when did you realize? >> i was -- i woke up and my parents were there and hugged them and kissed them and said, can you help me?