>> the day it happened i just had to go to bed. i totally couldn't function any longer, i think i sort of hoped that i would wake up and they would have news and i'd have some peace, because this is, it's horrible, it's a horrible nightmare. >> we want some closure. you know. we talk to each other on a regular basis. we're constantly asking for news, and we just don't know anything at all. it's continuing to be a giant mystery. and we really need to have some closure in our lives. >> >> danica? >> i have the same sentiments there. we want the truth. we want to know what happened. because you just run these scenarios. and we will never find peace until we do what's right by our loved ones, and that's bring them home to us. and to find out what actually happened. we need to know the truth, and not just for us, but for the flying public. this is a, this is a plane that