>> i didn't have any friends. i had never had a job. didn't go to college. i didn't even know what was in style or like how to shop for clothes. i had never worn makeup before. i didn't even know about the internet, not even cell phones. daily life was extremely overwhelming. >> lots of sexual abuse victims become drug addicts, alcoholics, they can't have a meaningful relationship. but every now and then with that little bit of freedom away from the controlling, away from the manipulation, one of them breaks through and says i have got to tell somebody until this man pays for it. >> it was the beginning of a new year, so i decided to tell my aunt and uncle what had happened