the investigation could start. we could find out what had happened to this child. >> i sent somebody out there as quickly as possible. >> the next day, the next day got beyond my control. the center for missing and exploited children sent me a flier. was the picture of nicholas at the time of his disappearance. and i saw what real nicholas looked like really with color and everything. he was very blond, very -- he had blue eyes. he looked nothing like me. nothing. the only thing i could do was to think of where was going to the prison where i was going to be? >> when i spoke to the vice counselor and asked him about his interactions with nicholas barclay, he indicated at the