>> so jodi, that is the ultimate question. why should anybody believe you now? >> like i said before, all of my -- i lied a lot in the beginning, and each of those lies tied back directly to two things. travis and protecting his ego -- i mean, his reputation. and my own partially, and to relate it to any involvement in his death. so i understand that there will always be questions, but all i can do at this point is say what happened to the best of my recollection. and if i'm convicted, then that's because of my own bad choices in the beginning.