it? >> at some point, yes, it did. >> you said to him you're going to be anxious, have nightmares, i'm going to get you some help? >> yes, i did. >> what kind of help did you mean? >> any type of help me might have needed. >> a psychological help maybe? >> after a medical exam. >> you had not had to draw your weapon and shoot and kill anyone, have you? >> no, sir, i have not. >> but certainly you know fellow officers who have? >> yes, i have. >> and it is from that experience that you understand what may happen to a person who has had to shoot and kill somebody? >> objection as to similar situation -- unsimilar situation. my objection is to relevance. >> sustained. >> may i at least be heard as to the relevance. >> relevance what may have