medical -- >> you're not? >> no. >> why have i been calling you doctor all this -- >> he's running in circles. let's put it this way. he's mind is running and going. he's spinning and spinning and spinning and spinning, and he doesn't know what to do. and i think if he just sat and used his quiet for just a couple moments every day, he might have some sort of epiphany or at least some sort of clarity about what he should do and where he should go from here because i don't think he realizes the gravity of what he is facing. and he keeps spinning himself in, digging himself in deeper and deeper and deeper. the erratic behavior that i saw today, if you did anything close to that, i'd be on the phone with ms. matilda and ms. christina, and i would say, we need to have a talk with chris. he should not be on television anymore. what are we going to do about it? do you disagree with me? >> i think they feel like that