this. but he's also finally self-pitying. he wants us to really feel sorry for him. he's a victim here. you know, it's all about the damage being done to him as the kind of embodiment of the nation. so there's very little concern for the country and very little concern for what ultimately is a dynamic that he created. let's not forget he's the one who cooked up this scheme and then set it in motion and then couldn't back off of it. so, you know, he's getting what he's set out to achieve. he's getting impeached. >> wajahat, you say his letter sounds like a conspiratorial rage rant of an authoritarian. >> right. i mean for the -- >> i guess we see why his lawyers never want him to testify. >> yeah. i mean honestly if you were his