he made me feel very safe. he was very warm and gentle. a lot of his fellow officers will tell you no one ever disliked brian. brian had a lot of friends. he was very personable and easy to get along with, but he also was kind of quiet and he was kind of an introvert, kind of like me in some ways. he loved to watch movies. that was something that we loved to do. sometimes i would drag him out shopping, which he hated, but he was a good sport and did with me anyways. >> can you tell us a little bit about how you in realtime understood what had transpired to brian? i think there's a lot of confusion. i have to say as a reporter who covered this since the first day, i still feel like i don't really know the story of what happened. i wonder what your experience of those few days were like? >> yes. so sadly, for me, actually on