and echoing things they feel and right now, we are in a breaking point and it's only going to get worse. and once school starts things will continue to get worse. and you know, we really don't know what to do at this point. we hope he has a change of mind. >> i can't even imagine what it's like to have the governor of your state attacking your credibility and your professionalism. and you said, you are not alone in that. and all of you folks, all of you, have been on the front lines for the entire pandemic. are you going to have the stuff to handle this severe a surge? what are the conversations you are having at the hospital? how exhausted physically and mentally are you? >> i mean, people are stressed, especially the nurses. i mean, the nurses don't get enough credit for what they do. they are the ones that are with the patients day in, day out. they are in the rooms and sacrificing their health being in the rooms knowing there's a