I mean, i dont know. I mean, just a bad decision. We never did get a satisfying response. So this isnt some kind of delayed midlife crisis here . No. Where youre trying to be with deanna or someone like her to have a final happy chapter in your life . No. Julie and i were happy. You see how perplexing it is to hear this . Its confounding. Thats what i told everybody when they hear the story theyre not going to believe it. I have a hard time believing that i did what i did. And one thing he didnt do how about a divorce . Never crossed my mind. Keith now says the remorse began the moment he pulled out of his driveway. Trying to get out of the the subdivision crying before i ever get out regretting what ive done. I probably drove 100 miles an hour all the way back hoping to get caught. As for the future, keith says he is prepared to die in prison. I dont have anything to live for except maybe forgiveness. From whom . From my boys. And thats why youre talking today . Exactly. Yes. Well, its between you and them but ill tell you my take on it is youve got some distance to make up. I know i do. Ive got a lot to make up. Of the countless things keith stole from his family, resilience was not among them. Aaron and zach are closer than theyve been in years and now that they know what happened to their mother they say they can finally mourn her passing and focus on keeping her spirit alive for those two little granddaughters who were the center of her yuan force. My oldest daughter will remember she talked about her everyday. We have pictures of her up in my room. As my youngest gets older well tell her the nascar nana story about when she was born and never let her memory die. Thats all for now. Im lester holt. Thanks for joining us. That material should be classified. I do call that retroactively classifying. So therefore it would not be publicly released. But that doesnt change the facts as ive explained many times. Who advised you that it was perfectly legal for you to have a private server and to have this information on there as secretary of state . Who gave that advice . Im not going to go into any more detail than i have in public many times, as you certainly know, out of respect for the process that the department is conducting. So im not going to comment any further on the review. But ive been answering questions now for over a year. Ive released more than 55,000 pages of my emails for the public to read for themselves. I will continue to, you know, be as forthcoming as i can. And my answer that i first gave more than a year ago, i stand by. At the same time there was another story that clinton would love to leave behind, that tarmac meeting at the Phoenix Airport between bill clinton and attorney general Loretta Lynch. Given Hillary Clintons email troubles, the meeting could be seen by opponents as a conspiracy. Even supporters criticize the optics. On the msnbc interview yesterday, i asked about her reaction to the meeting. I learned about it in the news. It was a short, chance meeting at an airport tarmac, and both of their planes, as i understand it, were landing on the same tarmac at about the same time. And the attorney generals husband was there. They said hello. They talked about grandkids, which is very much on our minds these days, golf, their mutual friend and former attorney general janet reno. It was purely social. They did not veer off of speaking about those kinds of, you know, very common exchanges. Do you understand why many in the public, some of them are political opponents of yours, some are supporters, who thought that was a bad decision by your husband, that that was a mistake and he should have known better . Well, i think hindsight is 20 20. Both the attorney general and my husband have said that they wouldnt do it again even though it was from all accounts that i have heard and seen, an exchange of pleasantries. But obviously no one wants to see any untoward, you know, conclusions drawn. And theyve said, you know, they would not do it again. Those two stories, the emails, the tarmac meeting, appearing in rapid succession, a reminder that while donald trump has had a terrible few weeks, Hillary Clinton has her own issues, and they all revolve around trust. The interview thats been anticipated for months happened behind closed doors at fbi headquarters for three and a half hours, according to clinton aides. Its a sign the email investigation that has dogged Clintons Campaign may be drawing to a close. And the tarmac meeting. Bill clinton goes into an airplane the other day, just happened to be, a coincidence. Attorney general Loretta Lynch says the meeting on her private plane in phoenix was a social call. But on friday she said she will accept whatever recommendation prosecutors make. I certainly would not do it again. I think it has cast a shadow. The key is there cannot be any unforced error. That meeting on the tarmac was an unforced error. The trust issue continues to be a drag on Clintons Campaign. A lot of people tell pollsters they dont trust me. I dont like hearing that. You hear 25 years of wild accusations, anyone would start to wonder. In the latest poll, clinton leads trump overall by 5 points but she trails by 16 points when voters are asked which candidate is more honest and state forward. And 69 of voters say the fact that clinton is dishonest is serious enough to be a concern. The problem goes all the way back to her being a first lady. From white water forward all the way to the investigation now on the emails, theres always something in the press, while none of them have been prosecuted in any way, voters just see too much smoke. And this week, in the dripdripdrip of the ongoing email scandal, more emails. Although clinton claims she turned over all workrelated emails to the state department, at least 160 new ones have come to light thanks to a public records lawsuit. Clinton is trying to deal with all of her problems, explaining her secrecy. The reason i sometimes sound careful with my words is not that im hiding something. Its just that im careful with my words. Borrowing Campaign Energy from otherwise. Im with her. Yes, her. And trying to turn the trust issue back on trump. Hes in it for himself. And hes temperamentally unfit to be president. But her reputation may be baked in. She cant do it do a speech, suddenly address it, and its gone. Its always going to be part of the equation. And thats what makes it difficult for her. All right. Lets bring in our panel of nbc news political correspondents here this weekend, kelly odonnell, kasie hunt, andrea mitchell, and katy tur. Welcome to all of you. Donald trump has his own reaction to the fbi interview. And hes already come to a conclusion. It was Just Announced by sources that no charges will be brought against crooked Hillary Clinton. Like i said, the system is totally rigged. Andrea mitchell, even if shes exonerated, donald trump already has his talking points thanks to the tarmac meeting. Hes called her crooked Hillary Clinton for white a while, so thats a been branding her in advance. The tarmac meeting was an unforced error, inexplicable. Something should have told this former constitutional law professor from arkansas not to do it. Something should have told Loretta Lynch to say, mr. President , lets go down on the tarmac, they could have walked into the terminal, any place in public. To be on that plane for 30 minutes, now no matter what happens, if she is exonerated, she will still be there will still be suspicions, not only among the donald trump people, but among a lot of other people, there will be suspicions that it was politically influenced. This was absolutely a disastrous decision on their part. And it plays directly into the narrative the Donald Trump Campaign is trying to put forth, that Hillary Clinton is not to be trusted, that there are one set of rules for her, for the clintons and politicians in general, and another set of rules for anybody else. The tarmac meeting fits into that. The Trump Campaign is seeing this as an opportunity, no matter what happened, to use it against her, saying that shes just not trustworthy. Its something of a pattern, right, with the clinton. You heard Hillary Clinton certifies talking about that there, i do something, the right things its a grand conspiracy. The reality is theyve done many things in public life that looking back they say they shouldnt have done, but they look strange. The email use in and of itself, she says i did it for convenience, i would have done it differently if i had had another chance. Agents long line of things that fits into pattern that kelly, i want to play you a clip. I had Loretta Lynch on a few weeks ago and i asked her about the question of recusal. Actually now in hindsight it looks like she was perhaps setting up what she ended up announcing. Here it is. So this is not up to you, this decision . We dont talk about how well deal with the internal workings of the justice department. But this will be handled like any other matter. Its not necessary in your mind that you have to recuse yourself from this . I say let the career prosecutors and agents do their job and continue in this manner. She was also careful in the aspen interview. She left a little room. She said, no, im going to be briefed on this. Shes not doing a full recusal. Republicans are picking up on this. And they want a special prosecutor. That theyre not going to get. No. Its something that might still be out there. I think it is still within the possibility. I also think that james comey has a lot of credibility with people in both parties because he has been someone who on principle has pulled himself out of the game before. I think if he were to say that there is evidence here that should be considered, if the career prosecutors, and i think many people watching this from the outside may not have a sense of the type of long careers, regardless of who is president , of people who are involved in this. Shes trying to shine a light on that credibility. Politically, this is very difficult. So if you cant fix trust, then what do you fix if youre Hillary Clinton . Here is peter hart, one of our pollsters with the nbc wall street journal poll. He wants to zero in on another issue of Hillary Clintons. Shes never going to be able to resolve the credibility issue. Voters need to find a comfort in terms of her values and in terms of what she would do. He and other democrats believe her campaign is not doing enough on her own likability issue. The campaign ads now showing what shes done with children, which is authentic, her entire life, her entire career. Theyre playing in North Carolina and other big states. That is showing Hillary Clinton as not just experienced, theyve checked that box, but showing her warm, engaging, the grandmother. But theres one other thing that this whole mess has created. I was told that there was a plan, a possible plan for her to fly in on tuesday with the first Obama Meeting to North Carolina on air force one. Hillary clinton would have been on air force one. The door of the plane opens, there are the two of them arm in arm. Not now. Maybe theyll still do it, but it makes it hard for the president , while this is pending, for his justice department. Guys, i want to pivot here with more politics, but pivot to the other big issue that is hitting this campaign, the spate of terror attacks around the world, and whether this is really becoming the new normal for all of us. Consider what weve seen in the past few months, all tied to islamic extremism. Paris. San bernardino. Orlando. The airport in istanbul. And just this weekend, the restaurant siege in bangladesh. Events like these can alter the trajectory of a campaign. While Hillary Clinton limited her response to a written statement, donald trump again is trying to position himself as the tough on terror candidate. Hillary is a weak person. She is a weak person. They will not understand hillary. They want her to get in so badly. The last person they want to see become president of the United States, believe me, is donald trump. I can tell you that. And there are warning signs for clinton on this issue. Our recent nbc news i wall street journal poll found trump leading clinton on the issue of terrorism and homeland security. Trump has an 8point edge on who would do a better job of standing up for america. Republican senator tom cotton has been among the sharpest critics of president obamas Foreign Policy. Joining me now is the republican senator from arkansas, tom cotton, welcome back to meet the press. Good to be on with you, chuck, happy Independence Day to all your viewers. Absolutely. Let me start with this war against isis, terrorism, et cetera. Youre very critical of this administration, that we know. But let me put you in charge now. Be the person in charge. Starting now, what do you do . Lets start with syria. What do you do in syria now . Well, chuck, i think the first thing we have to do is talk less and act more. The president often presents our problems with the Islamic State, a pr problem or communications problem. When a politician says that, its almost always a reality problem. We need to do more and we need to do it faster. Ill give you examples from the past. It seems like every time the Islamic State commits a terrorist atrocity, the president or his senior officials announce a new policy change. We werent striking at oil trucks, then we were. We didnt have special Operations Forces in syria, now we do. We didnt have troops below the brigade level, now we have them at the battalion level. Meanwhile, we should pursue all potential policies right now and not wait for a terrorist attack. I want to play you a speech you gave in 2013. Are we fighting too many wars . I would say no, were fighting one war. Its a war against radical islamic jihad. Our interests is in the smallest valleys of afghanistan where radical islamic jihadists are plotting, a small cabal, a few hundred thousand dollars. Something that mean when isis strikes in bangladesh, it is in americas isis to deal with the isis threat there, the isis threat in afghanistan, the isis threat in iraq . You see my point here. Where does it stop, where does it end . We have to defeat the Islamic State, chuck. We cant simply contain it within a small part of syria. They will continue to launch terror attacks around the world, not just in places like bangladesh and turkey, but western europe and the United States as well. They will inspire those kind of attacks. If the Islamic State is losing, if theyre defeated in iraq, syria, or libya, which is maybe their most welldeveloped, dangerous cell today, theyll inspire attacks. Were not responsible for the domestic security of every one of our allies. But ultimately we need to deny them the safe haven they need and eliminate their leadership from the battle, like we did to al qaeda in much of the last decade. In many ways what you outline as Foreign Policy is the exact opposite of donald trump and seems closer to Hillary Clinton, or Hillary Clinton seems closer to you. How do you explain this . Well, i can assure you im not very close to Hillary Clinton. I think shes disqualified herself as commander in chief by her cavalier attitude toward the nations secrecy laws. Shes been responsible for many of the worst decisions at the obama administration. She was literally present when we pressed the reset button with russia, when russia invaded georgia. In 2007 when every iraqi leader wanted an agreement to keep troops there, she couldnt achieve that even though she was secretary of state. So im far from a supporter of Hillary Clinton, nor do our world views match up very well. Okay. But you just gave fine. You gave the case against clinton. Whats the case for trump . You just did a whole speech earlier this weekend, you didnt even mention his name. You laid out a strong case against her, but you did not make a case for him. Make the case for him. Well, chuck, the case against Hillary Clintons judgment in Foreign Policy is very strong. To say nothing of her support for obamacare, immigration, the fact that but whats the case for donald trump . I understand the case against Hillary Clinton. Whats the case for donald trump . Well, donald trump can ultimately make the case for himself. But donald trump, like most americans, like most republicans, believes in protecting americas Core National interests. He believes, as do i and most americans, that we arent yet doing enough to take the fight to the Islamic State, that the intervention in libya was illconsidered and slap dash at the time and were living with the consequences of it now, that we have to get tougher when it comes to intelligence and Law Enforcement practices to stop islamic terrorism. On those matters our party is largely united. I say we have the vast majority of americans with us. You dont come across as an enthusiastic trump supporter; is that fair . Maybe i dont just demonstrate enthusiasm much, chuck, especially in such dangerous timings es as these. I understand that. This is somebody who is not running on a Foreign Policy that is anywhere close to what you would like to see. How do you square that in your support for him . Well, chuck, im a senator. As a senator i play an Important Role