Honestly most of the time i don t want to be around you. you still to this very moment, have such a hardened position toward everything. i m not you can t be cracked, though. you re angry. i m not angry. i m saying what it is. the main reasons peter and i are getting divorced is he s emotionally sun available, he s disengaged, alive. i cannot be in a loveless marriage. we ve been down this path of just too much animosity. even some nights when ear lonely, i don t want to be there. i m there because severen is there. that s really it. i was walk when i was with peter. i m shocked i didn t shake myself and saw you re sabotaging your life, this is so important. why are you jeopardizing your happiness? you want some el to shut these ....