Email at that point with that third assessment and that's the only way you did it, and that's the only way you felt it would be fair? >> yes. i didn't even want them to hear my voice. i didn't want them to make any assumptions as to what my race could potentially be, and i just have to say it's because i have such great friends, you know, who are my allies in the struggle that i was even able to have the ability of having their assistance in this process. >> and how did you even think to do that? what made you think this may be the resort i have to get to? >> well, the new york times article w...