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Government level and he has yet to transition to that reality. >> i'm going to give you a tip. he's not going to. >> no, he wants them done that way. it's not that he doesn't get -- understand. but i flipped the quote before you reported from there. i think you're right. general mattis has been able to check trump on a lot of things, some reported, some i've heard with b, as well. and this one he managed to check the way in which they were deployed and engagement. so he did have some effect he felt and general kelly felt they couldn't stop. >> in the middle of an election campaign sending troo...

I couldn't stop. i thought the procession was waiting for me. i couldn't stop. it just came out. couldn't stop. because i haven't held it in me non-stop, but, you know, this was the last funeral. and every time i do one, particularly for me, because i'm also a -- it takes a piece of my soul away. i have no more left to give. my tank's empty. >> reporter: and so what do you say to your congregants, who say why, why does got allow this stuff to happen? >> i don't think got lets this stuff happen. humans have a choice and this person made this choice. to me, god is the one i turn to when i have n...

Was the last one. i appreciate the fact that outside, there's a side with a contemplating garden. i sat there and cried like a baby. i couldn't stop. i thought the procession was waiting for me, i couldn't stop. it just came out. couldn't stop. i haven't held it in me nonstop, but this is the last funeral, and every time i do one, for me, when i chant the memorial prayer, it takes a piece of my soul away. i have no more left to give. my tank is empty. >> and so what do you say to your congregants who say why, how does this happen, why, how does god let this happen? >> i don't believe god lets ...

This building? >> i'm angry. how dare you defile our holy space. what made you think you could ever do that? how would you appeal to if someone did that to your mother's house of worship? how would you feel? and those are questions he's going to have to deal with. >> reporter: but you sense anxiety and fear from the community? >> yes, they're afraid. >> reporter: afraid this is going to happen again? >> yes. >> reporter: you've been so stoical on national tv and given your message of love but do you have moments you break down? >> i give a perfect example. we were -- i appreciate the fact that...

The hate. i wonder do you have moments where you breakdown or are you still on adrenaline? >> perfect example. after the last funeral today, it was the last one. i appreciate the fact that outside, there's a side with a contemplating garden. i sat there and cried like a baby. i couldn't stop. i thought the procession was waiting for me, i couldn't stop. it just came out. couldn't stop. i haven't held it in me nonstop, but this is the last funeral, and every time i do one, for me, when i chant the memorial prayer, it takes a piece of my soul away. i have no more left to give. my tank is empty. ...