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Adrenaline. >> a perfect example, after the last funeral today, it was the last one, i appreciate the fact that we have a contemplative garden. i sat down and cried like a baby. i couldn't stop. i thought the procession was waiting for any. i couldn't stop. it just came out. i haven't held it in me nonstop. this was the last funeral. and every time i do one, particularly, for me, because i'm a cantor, when i chant the memorial prayer, it takes a piece of my soul away. and i have no more left to give. my tank is empty. >> reporter: and so what do you say to your congregants who say, why, how do...

Adrenaline? >> to give a perfect example, the funeral today, it was the last one. i appreciate the fact that it's a side there with a contemplative garden. i just sat there and cried like a baby. i couldn't stop. i thought the procession was waiting for me. i couldn't stop. it just came out. couldn't stop. because i haven't held it in me non-stop but this was the last funeral and every time i do one, particularly, for me, because when i chant the memorial prayer, it takes a piece of my soul away and i have no more left to give. my tank is empty. >> and so what do you say to your congregants wh...

And to tone down the hate but i just wonder, do you have moments where you break down or are you still on adrenaline? >> a perfect example, the last funeral today, it was the last one. we were, i appreciate the fact that outside, it's a side there with a contemplative garden. i just sat there and cried like a baby. i couldn't stop. i thought the procession was waiting for me. i couldn't stop. they just came out. couldn't stop. i haven't held it in me nonstop but this was the last funeral and every time i do one, particularly for me, because when i check the memorial prayer, it takes a piece of...

Been so stoical on national of t, given your message of love -- national tv, given your message of love. but do you have moments when you break down, or are you still on adrenaline? >> perfect example, after the last funeral today, it was the last one, i appreciate the fact that outside is a side there with a contemplative garden. i sat and cried like a baby. i couldn't stop. i thought the procession was waiting for me, i couldn't stop. it came out. i couldn't stop. because i haven't held it in me nonstop, but this is the last funeral, and every time i do one, almost for me, when i chant the m...

I sat down and cried like a baby. i couldn't stop. it just came out. i haven't held it in me, but this is the last funeral, and every time i do one, for me, because i'm also a cantor, when i chant the memorial prayer, it takes a piece of my soul away. and i have no more left to give. my tank is empty. >> reporter: and so what do you say to your congregants who say, why, how does this happen, how does god let this happen? >> i don't believe god lets this stuff happen. humans have a choice. and this person chose, made this choice. to me, god is the one i turn to when i have no strength, to say, ...