CNN EarlyStart May 15, 2013 09:36:00
>> making a decision to have the double mastectomy, it was a no brainer. it was the easiest decision. for me, what type of reconstruction i was going to have was a much harder decision. >> i feel shallow because it was a hard decision for me. >> i think you were at a different time a little bit, you know. >> a little bit. i was 27, and the word mastectomy wasn't in the culture. >> by nature, as journalists, we tend to be control freaks. we like to control everything, know when it's going to happen, how it's going to happen, plan it and all that. that's been a big struggle for me, losing contro...