I can't imagine what the twists must feel like, as soon as i heard it i thought it's almost like if i went on a rollercoaster and i came of the rollercoaster in someone's in a dual backflip. i would be ready to run for the bathroom right there there is no way i can do that without losing my lunch so i can only imagine what it was like when you were sailing through the air, and your brain doesn't know where your body is. how do you deal with that? can you get out of it? >> and -- i mean, you could work through it. it's not a process that can be rushed. sometimes you have to go back to the begin...