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>> i was scared. i was scared that this person inside my apartment was going to kill me. >> reporter: prosecutors hammered guyger for seeming more concerned about her own well-being than the victim's, that she never did anything she could do to help him, never open ing the first aid kits in her backpack and questioning why she didn't call for backup instead of using her wepn. >> you could have called for backup and the calvary there in two minutes. >> i could have. >> had you done any of those things, mr. jean would probably be alive today. right? >> yes, sir. >> the verdict is reigniting the ...

On your radio, and you could have had the cavalry there in two minutes. >> i could have. >> had you done any one of those things, mr. jean would probably be arrive today, right. >> yes, sir. >> reporter: tension filled the courtroom. this was the first time the public heard guyger talking about the shooting. >> i feel like a horrible person. i feel like a piece of crap. i hate that i have to live with this every single day of my life, and i asked god for forgiveness, and i hate myself every single day. i feel like i don't deserve a chance to be with my family and friends. i wish he was the one...

>> reporter: prosecutors hammered guyger for appearing more interesting in her own well being in saying botham jean's life, focusing on video showing guyger talking to fellow officers who arrived at the scene and texting with her police partner who she had been exchanging sexual text messages earlier that evening. >> i was in that apartment alone with him. and that was the scariest think i had ever imagined. i just wanted help. >> can you imagine mr. jean in his apartment and someone barging in, someone like you going in with the purpose of finding a threat and taking care of it? can't you ima...