CNN New Day Weekend With Victor Blackwell and Christi Paul September 28, 2019 10:42:00
Have been alive today, right. >> yes, sir. >> reporter: this is the firtd time the public heard guyger talking about the shooting. >> i feel like a horrible person, a piece of crap. i hate that i have to live with this every single day of my life, and i asked god for forgiveness. i hate myself every single day. i don't deserve a chance to be with my family and friends. i wish he was the gun that killed me. >> reporter: amber guyger said she heard someone inside the apartment as she opened the door, and as she saw the silhouette come toward her, she felt, quote, pure fear. but prosecutors point...