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My father in my memory. he became this prince in my mind. i was living this horrible existence and he was going to come save me. >> you still love him? >> and i still love him. so jen, where are we going now? >> to my old men ielementary sc. this is where i was a fourth grader when my mother came in and told me about his crimes. >> when was the last time you were here? >> 35 years. >> i was avoided coming over here because it's completely intertwine in the first worst d my life.

We are about to meet diane and danny. >> you must be jen. >> thank you for welcoming me into your home. i was always wondered if you were okay, you know? i want to tell you i am so sorry and you lost your brother and you don't have him. >> thank you for that, appreciate that. >> you don't have to apologize. >> did you know the killer had kids and one had a young child, 9-year-old. >> i had no idea tat this time. >> it was not until just before the parole hearing.

Wrong. some of them have another memo on this. on top of that his drug use was incredibly long-term. that's where it's a really dangerous combination. it was a perfect storm. >> a downward spiral, jen's mother lynn, witnessed firsthand. >> the onset of his illness started. >> how do you think his drug use affected him? >> oh, it just multiples everything ten times. >> he became increasingingly bu one towards me. >> when you start to recognize, those science really scared you and you started telling a lot of people. why didn't anyone listen to you? >> because, well, they listened but there is n...

>> we're united. and this is what we believe is right. >> so, jen, what did you think of that? >> i thought it was incredible. they're really amazing people, like really, just incredible people. >> i really felt it was a powerful moment just being present for that. i felt so moved by their forgiveness. >> yeah. >> i heard john's family say they forgive your father. do you forgive him? >> my mom says that forgiveness is a journey. it's not a destination. and we both talk about how we're not there yet, so, no, i haven't. but i'm working towards it, yeah. pnc bank believes that if a pair of goggl...

Your father did? >> youabsolutely. >> what he had done and who he had become loom over me. >> fortin credible energy to lie and keep it a secret. the shame and samnedness i feltr these victims. >> when did you stop feeling that way? >> i don't think it has stop. jen's life was vfr changed by the actions of her father. we are about to meet another whose world also turned upside down by a man who became the first terrorist in america. >> i have been dealing with my father's legacy for such a long time. i grew up and i realized that my mind had been poisoned. e can help you track your pizza come ...