Am when i'm watching a game and i'm excited and i sat down on the edge of my catch when i saw him fall. and started praying. seeing that scratched open a lot of mental wounds for me. erica, i think as players and professional athletes we're able to block things out and move on, but when something like this happens, a lot of stuff gets relived. i lost consciousness and one time i didn't realize what happened until the next day and i remember how scary moments like that could be. but those scenes, the ambulance and the players and the tears and crying, i've experienced that. one in buffalo, my t...