I got to a point where so many w pills i would throwou back up and i would pick the pills out of the bombing and fly again. now i ve certainly knew that that was a problem to people around. you know,heple i thought no, right? yeah. i think when you re kind of in the midst of the addiction, whatever that may be , you think you re the only one who knows you ve got it all when in fact everyone knows and they re trying to figure out how best approach or how how to handle this . and that was the case with me. my life was not all because she didn t want to give it away . she was flushing pills down from time to time , makingwn my job harder to try to findse these. yeah, but obviously you sharete ....