That's all any victim can do, says keiko. seven or eight of my family is missing, she says, including her oldest son 8-year-old koto, presumed dead, his body washed away from his school by the tsunami. of 108 students at this elementary, 77 are dead or missing. the school gutted by the tsunami. backpack after backpack sits for parents to retrieve, along with a picture of the school little league, the bats they used, art bags filled with crayons. i'm not okay, she says. of course i'm not. but i have another son. i can see he's pretending to be happy so we don't worry about him. so mother joins ...