Parents, and a younger sibling that's just -- it's hard to live with. and i think people across the state are just not numb because they still feel the pain of this. but just kind of disbelieve that this continues to happen and that we're allowing it to continue to happen in this state beef and really across the country, you know, i've been involved in coverage of these shootings in the past few years. and it's just hard to grapple with, that it just keeps happening, and we keep having to go through this routine again. >> why are texans allowing it, senator? because at the end of the day, lawm...