i m only 53, if i m in a fight i could lose my gun. did you ever in your career shoot your gun at anybody? no. did you ever shoot your gun in real life during your career? no. and did you ever shoot your taser during your career. it was never deployed. is that what it means? yes. and that would be real life, that would be when you have to use those weapons that would mean it is an emergency objection. sustained. sorry, thank you, judge. what would that mean if you had to shoot your weapon? that i might kill somebody. ....