I will have to move again, i have to leave my friends behind, i have to do this, i am still living in the boxes, and i am leaving everything behind and the other house, i always multiply what i am feeling by ten times to understand how it and i am leaving everything behind and the other house, the wardrobes, the beds had to be left in the other house. i find myself sometimes at my wits end, struggling to keep the kids in some form of routine. it s horrible, i sit there sometimes a thing as a mum, i should be able to have some consistency for them. i think they have lost a lot of schooling, six days this time and then every one of those days as a day that affects what they learn all the friendships they can make out school in those first few weeks or days ofjoining the new year, very important to young children. to keep going through this - constantly, every few months, every year, it does take its toll on you. ....