and miles and just get lost in music and forget where i'm at. it's just like a peace for me. get that runner's high, you know. >> on the outside, anderson says her highs were usually from methamphetamine. she says an old earltive forced her to take the drug at age 12. and that she has only been clean for three years since. >> i've always had like a mask ever since i was little. like i started being molested when i was 3. it was just a [ bleep ] childhood, you know. everything that's happened to me, like it's not happening anymore, but it still controls my life. i'm still not free mentally. i don't really have a happy ending type life. coming up -- >> rap's been having a bad rap r that for a long time. >> that's because it comes with the thug life. >> a gang investigator keeps tabs on the rap wars. and the posting of the mall video leads to multiple arrests. >> when i found out about the video, i'm not going to lie, i'm like, [ bleep ]. yeah we probably going to go to