going to see my brains all over the white wall. at that point, i really, really thought i was going to die. >> i couldn't sleep. i couldn't eat. all i could imagine, i wasn't going to hear the last thing out of shauna's mouth was, "mommy, help me." i just refused that. >> while her frantic family called police, a beaten and bleeding shauna could see her so-called friend walking back and forth through the hallway. >> i was so exhausted. and i was so scared. that i finally -- i think i just gave up. i think i finally said, this is where i'm going to die and i remember just praying and saying, if i die here, just at least please, please tell my family that, you know, that i love them and that i'm sorry i disobeyed them and just let them know that i'm sorry. >> i just get back in the car from hanging up flyers on a telephone pole. my husband said, they found shauna, found shauna.