and then you see the white flag and they're coming and you're like, come on, please, don't. you know. it was fun. it was really, really fun. >> it looks fun. the last time as we said you won was 15 years ago. so what took you so long to get back at it? >> i just haven't been in it to be honest with you. i've done the indy 500 only three times. i did it in 2000 when i won it. i did it last year when i came back to indy car and it was my first oval race back and i finished fifth. and this year i won it. >> we've got to talk about the danger. we understand that all y'all are a little bit crazy. you're speed demons. you take the risk. we've seen a series of just some really gnarly crashes of late. what does that do to you when you know that that is is a reality you're facing every time you go out to race. >> i don't really think about it. >> you don't? >> i don't think it's that