vladimir putin thinks somehow that's an acceptable military target. >> this is not ping-pong. this is about human lives. do not shift responsibility, send is us planes. >> the world watching this horror as what seems like one atrocity after another takes place in ukraine. seeing pregnant women bloodied and and on stretchers shocked and horrified the world. >> that's hard for anybody to watch, and it's just pure evil what is happening there. women giving birth, children that desperately need help. it's horrible. howard: joining us now from ron london, amy kellogg who's spent decades reporting from moscow. amy, how hard is it for you to leave your friends and creeings at least for now and and watch this brutal war unfold? >> it was very difficult, how'd,