and from that time on, they have had nothing to say. it was so disappointing, because i knew i was the last person therapeutically that met with josh, and to really paint a picture of him in a different light. i saw someone who created some beautiful designs. these sketches. i mean, this kid was amazing. how am i going to go in there and tell them that this was a good kid and that i was really
steven squirreled away nine or so doses of thorazine and klonopin, and you might question how this could happen. about a year before this, steven hayes had made a suicide attempt and one of the thing they found in his cell was a suicide note. i quote, i am sorry. all i want to do is die. it is the only way to end the pain i go through everyday 24/7 and more important the pain that trial will bring to others. time to go to the last undiscovered country, although i am not the monster that josh is, i am one nevertheless. a coward, because i could not do what was rht. looking back on my life, i was nothing but a self-centered asshole who cared only of himself. but the ironic facet to this is that i have always had the ability to change, but cowards don t change. they become me.
around spying on people long before it was a criminal offense. i think that he envied people, and he would daydream about being them. they find beer in the refrigerator and drink throughout the night. steven finds jars of quarters and coins and they found the bank of america book. they are waiting for the morning. however, steven worries that he is going to leave dna ed in the house, and he starts obsessing. josh tells him fire destroys everything. we will get the people out and burn the house down and get
i don t know if any of the other defense attorneys there will be automatic appeals. there will be appeals upon appeals, this will go on for years and years and years. we offered to plead guilty to every charge so long as his death was not the result. so joshua would have been sentenced to life without the possibility of release, would have happened three weeks after the crime had taken place. josh would have disappeared into the great abyss of the penal system and would never have been heard from again. that was not serious enough punishment for the state. and then, of course the state was being goated on by dr. petit and so we had to go through three years of haze and joshua.
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