ambiguous. there were some rules that come out last year, but, you know, i have acknowledged i made a mistake. i have tried to make everything whole. i have paid all the money out of my personal funds. and i'm ready to move on. >> you say the rules were ambiguous prior to last year and that you didn't know what the rules were. we found the 2008 scholarship application, and on it, it says, quote, employees and/or relatives of cbc members, cbc spouses, cbc foundation, the board of directors are ineligible for the scholarship program. we also went back and found the 2006 guidelines from four years ago and it says the exact same thing, employees and/or relatives of cbc members, cbc spouses, cbc foundation board of directors are ineligible for the scholarship program. that seems not ambiguous. >> i didn't realize they were even in print, ai indicated. i have no reason not to tell the truth. i did not know they were in print. >> you say you didn't know it