it's been a pretty big deal for you to come out with this stuff. >> yes. >> how do you feel now that it's all out in the open? >> you know, i feel relief. i feel also that i'm still in the healing process, and it's actually been very therapeutic to me, and just all the feedback i've been getting from people has been so positive, and every time i talk about it, i do get a little nervous, but once i leave to the next interview, i feel like a stronger woman. >> let's go right to the heart of the most serious part of your book, and this is the extraordinary revelation that when you were a very young girl, your parents entrusted this guy, it was a mailman, to come and look after you and your sister. >> uh-huh. >> how old were you at the time? >> i was 5 years old. >> so you were incredibly young, very -- obviously very naïve, and this guy comes along. tell me what happens. >> well, my parents hired help because they worked 12 hours every single day.