mistake bit. forget about all the stories and claims from publicists and representation of lawyers. he's in trouble right now. period. >> daniel -- >> if it walks like a duck, quacks like a duck, it's a duck. >> i get it. let me ask both of you. you've both been the zebra, what was it, daniel, let me start with you, what was it that finally snapped you back into normal life again? >> i don't think i had ever been afraid of the drug itself before. and i can recall in the last few times that i had been using cocaine and as the doctor just explained i was smoking cocaine which is the most highly addictive and i can remember having to look at my watch and wait in between times that i could light up again because my heart was palpitating so hard i was afraid i was going to have a heart attack so i literally watched my watch and go, okay, i think it slowed down enough i