and they lifted me up first, two men picked me up and put me in the car. this was before steve got in, and i remember i was sitting in the car, and i'm bound and they had bound my hands so tight they were starting to go numb. and i'm sitting there, and my hair was falling in my face and you can't do anything. it was really irritating me. and this guy came up to me, and my instinct was, oh, he's going to help me, and he just punched me in the side of the face. to me i've never been punched in the face before. i was really surprised. i thought, wow, that's really strange. i started crying, because i thought it's only going to get worse. this is just -- you know, we're in the first 15 minutes. this could last months. >> what happened when you started crying? >> he started laughing. >> as a woman, you mentioned early on, you were afraid about being raped. they would come and sort of grope you, right? >> they came and groped me from